Battling demons and struggling against self for 40+ years unaware and oblivious throughout life that my existence could be anything other than what I was given. Shy quiet no confidence and unable to fit in with society but foolishly gave it a go. I forced myself to a new personality and shook off shame by making sure I didn’t need to worry about what others thought about me or if I was being talked about by simply making sure I was talked about. I own me i don’t know where my journey ends but im happy taking me there as my fully unique odd not what is expected self.